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| Sep. 1st, 2005 @ 05:54 pm | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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 SENSUAL BEAUTY - You are passionate, sensitive, and a dreamer. You are idealistic and have an excellent imagination. You are also a deep thinker and are very sensitive. Extremely perceptive you are able to pinpoint the emotions of others even if they are trying to hide them. You are sociable and many people like you because you are so affable, compassionate, and empathetic. You feel others pain as deeply as your own and you'd help them before yourself. You are also a highly loving person who needs to be surrounded by people who love you in return. What type of beauty do you possess? (20 questions + 7 results + pretty pics) brought to you by Quizilla i took this one for rachel ~_^ | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Aug. 18th, 2005 @ 07:34 pm | |||
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| I know I rarely update this anymore...I'm gonna try and keep this updated more often. I dunno...I guess I haven't really felt very motivated lately....I'm mostly letting the introvert come out in me...if that makes sense. I don't even know how to explain. But anyway...mostly I'm trying to build myself up...I wanna get closer to God again. I don't really know what all to say...I'm a very confused person... Umh...I've been bowling a lot lately...I really like bowling...my high score is like a 140...so I'm getting much better...it's exciting... yeah, I dunno what all else to say. I wanna go see The Brothers Grimm...that looks pretty cool. | |||
| Jul. 22nd, 2005 @ 06:45 pm | |||
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| long time no update Eric and I had our 8 month anniversary on July 9th I have a job at Walmart now, it's pretty cool. I like working there. I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory twice (with Allison the day it came out and with Eric the following Monday) I bought Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince around 1am the day it came out (after seeing a late showing of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) That book was so sad at the end *sniffle* Umh....Ryan, Kris, and Allison and I all hung out again, and this time Eric came too. It was nice to see Kris again. Umh...that's about it I think. | |||
| Jun. 24th, 2005 @ 02:14 pm | |||
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| I saw Batman Begins last night with Eric. It was a really good movie. Batman is my new favorite super hero... I got an interview at Walmart...so I've got a job now...I'm just waiting on them to call me and let me know when orientation is. Umh...life's been pretty unexciting as far as everything else goes. Eric let me borrow his X box and I beat Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban...umh...that's all I guess lates | |||
| Jun. 18th, 2005 @ 01:39 am | |||
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| I am the most worthless person alive.... | |||
| Jun. 10th, 2005 @ 08:32 pm | |||
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| I washed my car today. I'm still reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix. It's good so far. I already know Sirius dies so I'm dreading reading that part. As of now Harry's flipping out that Ron's dad was bit by a gigantic snake that was really Harry in Harry's dream. *suspenseful music* 35 days 3 hours 24 minutes and 42 seconds till the next book...w00t Next I'm going to read The Chronicles of Narnia - The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe. They're making a movie out of that too...and it really looks badass. I can't wait till Charlie and the Chocolate Factory comes out. Willie Wonka always really creeped me out, but I'm anxious to see this movie. From the previews I've seen, the oompa loompas look like midget Beatles...like with the hair and the guitars and sunglasses...how funny. Yesterday Eric and I celebrated our 7 month anniversary. How wonderful it is to still be so in love with him. He came over for a while at around 3 but he had to be home at 6, and his little brother, Brian, had a baseball game that evening, but Eric didn't think it'd be a good idea for me to go since Brian's been feeling ignored lately. Well...I decided to show up anyway...It was a nice evening. My parents are watching White Noise in the living room. I didn't really like that movie very much. I thought it was silly. welllllllll bye | |||
| Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 11:15 pm | |||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 09:04 pm | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 08:15 pm | |||
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| Hello. Everything is going really well. I'm eating strawberries and sugar right now...and it's excellent. I started going through pictures for my scrapbook. I was positively the most adorable little child...but, weren't we all? Sunday was interesting...Eric and I went putt-putting but storms were coming in and in the middle of our game the tornado alarms started going off and we had to go home. It was crazy...my radio isn't working so I couldn't really keep track of what was going on as far as the storm goes. I didn't have signal on my cell phone 90% of the time so I couldn't call home. It was ridiculous. we made it out unscathed though. We later went to a baseball shin-dig at Ethan's and then went back to Lafayette to continue our putt-putt game. I won...totally kicked his ass. Actually no...by like 6 points or something...but it beats losing ^_^ Yesterday I went to see Star Wars with Eric and his family. It was a good time. It was a really good movie. Eric was so excited about seeing it, it was cute. Then we went back to his house and had dinner and then I went to his little brother's baseball game. It was a very nice day. Today I didn't do much. Started reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix. I figured I'd get that read before the next book comes out in 38 days 3 hours 29 minutes and and 39 seconds. Oh yes. Anywayyyys...that is all for now. | |||
| Jun. 4th, 2005 @ 01:20 pm | |||
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| Hey there...today I feel quite pensive. I didn't earlier today. I got up and ate breakfast and did some stuff. Then I talked to Eric. He's going to a baby shower with his mom and later we're going to get together. But I was bored so I decided to work on my scrapbook. So I got all my stuff and brought it down and I went upstairs to look for things I could put in it. That wasn't so great. I found a lot of letters and things that I've written down that really upset me. There's some things that just feel like they're part of another person. I read something I had written down one day when I was obviously very upset. It was so depressing. It's hard to even believe that I ever really felt that way about life. Cause now I'm happy. I don't think I've been quite so happy since I was a kid and didn't have to deal with so much. Everything is just easier now and I'm really glad. I just can't believe that not too long ago I felt so helpless. It also really makes me sad because I feel like I've taken a lot of good things for granted. I have a few really great friends who stuck by me through everything. For a while I thought...my life is nothing that should be made into a scrapbook...but I'm gonna go ahead and make it anyways...I have a lot of good things to put in there. | |||
| May. 29th, 2005 @ 04:56 pm | |||
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| well hmm... Yesterday was graduation. It's kind of weird thinking about how fast we grow up. It's also weird to think about how you've spent your whole life with this single group of people and one day it's all over. I have another year until I graduate, but graduation always makes me afraid of leaving highschool. This year wasn't exactly painless. A lot of my friends will be leaving after this summer and I know I won't see many of them after that. Most importantly, Allison is leaving. But I'm sure we'll stay in touch, it will just be very different. Yesterday wasn't really goodbye...just the start of it I guess. After graduation I came home to change and then went to Allison's open house and stayed the whole time. Then I went to Melissa's and then came back home for a while. Then I went over to Roxi's party and gave her gift to her. Then I went home and waited for Allison to get here. Then we went to Timmy's. It was a pretty fun day. | |||
| May. 26th, 2005 @ 08:18 pm | |||
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| Dear Journal, It's summer now and I'll have a lot more time to write. Anways I forgot to mention in my last post all the cool things that have happened recently. I'll bring you up to date. 4/28 - Eric tore his ACL at baseball practice. The following weeks are going to be a pain in the ass. 5/7 - Prom. Eric hobbles along with me on crutches. I really appreciated him coming despite his condition...but on the other hand I probably would have been really pissed if he didn't. Not at him really...just pissed that he couldn't go. But he did and I do appreciate it. It was a really awesome night. We had so much fun. We ate dinner at his house and then got changed. Then left and got pictures at my house and went to the prom (at Best Western). Then we went back to Eric's house and changed again for post prom. Took about 70 balloons back to my house that we had stolen from prom. Eric and I did a gladiator fight...that was fun. Eric won $100. I won a towell set...and a phone...which I gave to Eric so he'd have one in his room that wasn't a piece. But it was a really great night 5/9 - Eric and I have a 6 month anniversary. We didn't get to celebrate, but that's okay. Being in love with Eric is the best feeling in the world. 5/11 - Eric has surgery. I'm home sick for the next 2 days. Unpleasant for everyone. 5/26 - Last day of school. It's nice and not nice. Allison is graduating...this makes me very sad. But I'm predicting a bitchin summer...so that's cool. Eric came over today after physical therapy (he's off his crutches and doing quite well now) we spent some time together since, we haven't in quite some time. He's also leaving tomorrow for North Carolina. He'll be gone till Monday. I now know how he felt when I left for my cruise. But ahh...I have a fairly busy weekend...baseball game, graduation, open houses. It should be okay, at least I can keep somewhat busy. I have some other things to say...but I'm gonna make another entry for all that. | |||
| May. 12th, 2005 @ 08:00 pm | |||
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| well it's been a while. nothing's normal anymore. Eric tore his ACL at baseball practice and who knew it was gonna take such a toll on me. Well he hurt his knee on a Thursday and we didn't know what he did, but he went to the doctor that night and the next day. I was about to lose my mind at school that day waiting to see what was going to happen...and he sends me a one-word text message: "surgery" so I was going crazy. He came back to school, and he was on crutches for the next week. I was starting to get used to it, but he had surgery yesterday. And now he's got all these crazy contraptions and crap and he's so fragile and he's on like 24 pain killers. I mean, it's horrible to have to see him like this...it really just kills me. And I realize he just had surgery on his knee and it's no big deal...but it really is. We're going to lose most of the summer and all the things that we did before like cuddling...we can't really do that anymore...and I guess I took that for granted. There's nothing I can do for him...and that hurts too. I just have to sit here complaining about it in my little online journal. I can't wait for this all to be over. I miss him. I love him so much, and I care about him so much... | |||
| Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 12:57 pm | |||
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Yesterday I had an ISSMA choir contest...it wasn't fun. But afterwards some of us went to IHOP. That was cool. I didn't bring money cause I thought I was gonna go back to the school right afterwards so I could make it to the baseball game in Zionsville...but I decided it was a lost cause. I came home after that at about 10 and took a nap. Eric called when he got back from the game and from town with his mom which was about 3:30. About 4:30 I went and picked him up and we came back here. We just hung out for a while, and then we went bowling with Jarred, Bobby, Scott, and Sammie.
welllll...then I took Eric home, and then I came home and went to bed. I woke up and watched a little bit of Dogma...now my parents are watching the race, and I'm waiting on Eric to call. Just like every Sunday. ^_^
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| Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 12:45 pm | |||
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well it's been a while...the cruise was fun I bought souveniers for just about everyone except myself. Everything I bought was from Cozumel... I got: for dad: a can mug for mom: a blanket for both mom and dad: a bottle of white tequilla for Eric: a T-shirt for Eric's mom: a blanket for Eric's little sister: a bracelet for Eric's little brother: a sombrero for Eric's other little brother: a blanket and for Eric's dad and step mom: a blanket
i bought a lot of blankets...
I brought home a cup from Senor Frog's...that was my souveneir..
Anyways....I had a lot of fun...I have some pictures, so I might upload those soon. | |||
| Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 01:29 am | |||
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| I leave tomorrow for the cruise tomorrow- board tuesday- key west wednesday- cozumel thursday- all day at sea friday- miami saturday- back home I'm gonna miss Eric like crazy... I have no idea what makes this so hard. It's just a few days...*sigh* Well, we'll be okay...it's gonna be great when I get back...oh yes... I love you so much Eric!!! | |||
| Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 11:26 pm | |||
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Bold all that you have seen! The Grudge White Chicks Halloween | |||
| Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 10:05 pm | |||
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| Well I'm back again. Not much happened all this meanwhile. I hate February weather. It's so dull and unmotivating. Once January hits the snow isn't really a holiday symbol or anything to adore. We spend several months virtually never seeing the sun. I don't know how we're expected to stand it. Well, moving on. Like I said not much has happened as of late. School, weekend, school, weekend. It's monotonous. Last week we had a woman from Indiana Business College come give us an excruciatingly dry speech. It's a good thing that the teachers want us to be aware of all our options, unfortunately Indiana Business College does not provide a lot for me in the way of what I want to do with my life. That's okay I guess. I just tried to keep my mind on what was going on...instead I focused on little meaningless details. Like how the lady reminded me of my aunt, only in a way that I've never seen my aunt, but a way I know she is. Does that make sense? It just seemed to me by the way she was put together that she probably lived in one of those neighborhoods where all the houses look the same and everyone mows their yard on the same day, in some large fancy house. The kind with the white carpet and high ceilings that you automatically remove your shoes and check to make sure your socks are clean too. Then you tip-toe around. I don't know if you can really tell that about a person from the way they dress. It was organized, but not to any extremity. I think what really gave her a way was the way she did her hair and make-up. Do you think women like that wear a different kind of make-up? Who knows? Well This weekend was, in lack of a better more accurate word, wonderful. I (as you probably know before I even tell you) spent it all with Eric. We didn't do a whole lot, but enjoy each other's company. That's the best way I can think of to spend my time. On Sunday morning I went over there at 8, just so I could go back to sleep and we could wake up at noon. We didn't sleep when I got there though, mostly we talked. It was hard to sleep. We eventually took a little nap at around 12:30. Waking up next to him is probably the best feeling in the world. Well later that night I took him to church and then back to his dad's. They had recorded the Dayton 500 so we watched all the crashes. Then I went home. I've fallen so deep in love with him I can hardly stand it. In other news...I've made a decision to learn about something new every day. I'm not sure why...but I just think it would be a little pleasure to be full of random knowledge. So that's what I'm gonna try to do. Today I learned about William Butler Yeats. I've heard the name but never really knew who he was. Well he's an Irish poet. Awesome, because anything Irish is fascinating to me. He won the Nobel Prize for literature in 1923. He also worked as a director of theatre. So I think this guy seems pretty cool. I read a lot about him, but I won't bore you all with an essay or anything. I would like to share this, though... When you are old and grey and full of sleep, And nodding by the fire, take down this book, And slowly read, and dream of the soft look Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep; How many loved your moments of glad grace, And loved your beauty with love false or true, But one man loved the pilgrim Soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face; And bending down beside the glowing bars, Murmur, a little sadly, how Love fled And paced upon the mountains overhead And hid his face amid a crowd of stars. That's a poem by William Butler Yeats called "When you are Old" I liked it a lot. Anyways, I think that's all for tonight. This has been a large update. So hopefully I'll be back soon. Oyasumi. | |||
| Feb. 5th, 2005 @ 01:27 pm | ||||
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